I just learned about this site last night and I was inspired to make one. I do this now for the mere reason of giving myself an outlet for my thoughts and emotions when I cant share them with anyone. I always liked the idea of record keeping yet it never worked for me to literally write on my journal. I started to keep a journal when I was second year high school yet never did I maintain it until now. I like reading over it though and I learn from it everytime.
Writing was never my forte. I was never good at theme writings and I knew it since elementary and high school. This is one thing I wish I am good of yet I never am. I always admire people who could confidently express themselves verbally or through writing. I just believe that words are an extension of one's mind, may it be put on writing or verbally said.
I am currently preparing for my board exam and I am suppose to be studying my modules right now. But then again, no matter how I try, I cant seriously absorb things in my notes. Maybe my mind is currently too preoccupied with things unnecessary as of the moment. I feel like I want to do something yet I dont exactly know what I want. There are trashes in my head's bin that needs to be disposed yet I got no idea how to possibly get rid of them. I want to go somewhere, maybe to a place where nobody knows me so I could freely do things without anyone's eyes on me. Well maybe that would be a really good idea! I just feel the need of knowing and mastering myself. Making myself a specimen for this experiment might be too risky though, yet I believe its worth a try. I hope so.. I think I will be needing someone to persuade me to believe that secular and spiritual morality can still work in this kind of world without compromising my standards in my private canopy. I just so need to look for myself now than find it wasted and all crashed later.
Writing was never my forte. I was never good at theme writings and I knew it since elementary and high school. This is one thing I wish I am good of yet I never am. I always admire people who could confidently express themselves verbally or through writing. I just believe that words are an extension of one's mind, may it be put on writing or verbally said.
I am currently preparing for my board exam and I am suppose to be studying my modules right now. But then again, no matter how I try, I cant seriously absorb things in my notes. Maybe my mind is currently too preoccupied with things unnecessary as of the moment. I feel like I want to do something yet I dont exactly know what I want. There are trashes in my head's bin that needs to be disposed yet I got no idea how to possibly get rid of them. I want to go somewhere, maybe to a place where nobody knows me so I could freely do things without anyone's eyes on me. Well maybe that would be a really good idea! I just feel the need of knowing and mastering myself. Making myself a specimen for this experiment might be too risky though, yet I believe its worth a try. I hope so.. I think I will be needing someone to persuade me to believe that secular and spiritual morality can still work in this kind of world without compromising my standards in my private canopy. I just so need to look for myself now than find it wasted and all crashed later.
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