I won’t claim that I already know him that much. In fact, I think I know very little about him yet. This fact, however, makes me love and trust him more every time I discover new things about him.
I’m grateful he found and tried to help me while I was alone- too afraid to take a step and walk any further in my journey. At first, I was too afraid and reluctant to accept his hand. But I’m grateful to have given myself a chance to be held once again in somebody else’s hands. He shared his strength to me when I was in the lowest of my trough. And I think I have been a parasite trying to get strength from him the past few weeks. Such kind of relationship existed between us without me noticing that I’m beginning to be more and more dependent on him each day that past. I just realize that parasitism won’t work long enough in a relationship. It might work in the premature stage while the one is given the chance to gather strength from the other. However, they should not get stuck to such kind of relationship. I think mutual understanding of each other’s role to make a relationship work is very essential. I believe mutualism works when both develop a pattern of “give-and-take” practice. This is why I’m also trying to help him in any way I can. Nobody’s strong enough and I know he also has his own chop of weaknesses.
I loved him for being such a strong person and I will continue to love him with all his weaknesses. He might call for his strength back in time and hopefully I could share mine when that time comes.
I’m grateful he found and tried to help me while I was alone- too afraid to take a step and walk any further in my journey. At first, I was too afraid and reluctant to accept his hand. But I’m grateful to have given myself a chance to be held once again in somebody else’s hands. He shared his strength to me when I was in the lowest of my trough. And I think I have been a parasite trying to get strength from him the past few weeks. Such kind of relationship existed between us without me noticing that I’m beginning to be more and more dependent on him each day that past. I just realize that parasitism won’t work long enough in a relationship. It might work in the premature stage while the one is given the chance to gather strength from the other. However, they should not get stuck to such kind of relationship. I think mutual understanding of each other’s role to make a relationship work is very essential. I believe mutualism works when both develop a pattern of “give-and-take” practice. This is why I’m also trying to help him in any way I can. Nobody’s strong enough and I know he also has his own chop of weaknesses.
I loved him for being such a strong person and I will continue to love him with all his weaknesses. He might call for his strength back in time and hopefully I could share mine when that time comes.
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